Monday, 4th January, 2021

Happy New Year!!

Ok, so this is cycle number 4 and I’m still not pregnant! Telis and I have a fertility appointment tomorrow morning and I have no idea why I booked one. We’ve gone private and paid for it ourselves and it was pretty pricey so now I feel stupid for potentially jumping the gun when everything could be fine.

Maybe the semen analysis is all I needed to get. Obviously, with Telis being in the obese category I worry that his sperm may not be optimum. Anyway, we’ll find out soon enough. We’ve both been taking vitamins to help with our fertility. I just worry that it’ll take us ages. I’m nervous.

We haven’t been able to have much sex this cycle because Telis needs to avoid ejaculating for 2 to 5 days, so we’ll have to get back to it after tomorrow’s appointment, especially since I ovulate tomorrow too! I’m not holding out much hope for this cycle anyway…

We’re buying a house! This is the third one we’ve offered on after pulling out of the first two. First one I didn’t like, second, the tenants weren’t served notice yet, so hopefully, this’ll be third house lucky!