I haven’t written in a long while. There’s much that has happened! Last Friday, I did my driving test and FAILED. There were three separate instances where I messed up:
- I apparently stop too close to cars
- My lane discipline sucked and I ended up hogging two lanes, causing the instructor to grab my wheel and move me over to a lane
- I didn’t check my blindspot when doing a parallel park.
It’s all good anyway, I’ll just try again! They are all easily rectifiable!
On the Saturday, I hung out in a field with some friends. We had a barbeque and just chilled. It was nice. But I got a little bit too tipsy and had to poop. Ending up going in the middle of the field. I became one with nature! My poop is one with nature! But it was fun. The food was good, the company was great and I felt like that was what moments were made of. The times you remember.
I had another meetup social on Monday. The turnout was amazing and so many new people came. I’m really happy to see how well it’s all been going. I currently have 91 members in my meetup and a good number of attendees RSVP’d to each event. I’m proud of myself.
Yesterday was mine and Telis’ one month anniversary. We took the day off work and spent it together. We hired some bikes and cycled around. It was good exercise. Loved it! I was sort of sad in the evening because sex for me still is a difficult thing to get into. I suspect perhaps it’s because I’m yet to accept Telis into my heart. I think it’ll take time, but I don’t doubt my affection and attraction towards him.
Ok, that’s a lie. I definitely did doubt my attraction to him but really, it’s something I got over very quickly and I think it was just subconsciously looking for an out. I’m still trying to run and it’s annoying. He’s cute, he’s just tubby but we’re both going back to the gym to get healthy, so we’re working on it.
He made me cry last night, he’s just so supportive and always reassures me that I’m normal. I just feel so blessed to have someone like him. He has a good heart. I like him. Lots.
The whole house-buying process is exciting! On Friday I went to viewing a two bedroom, two bathroom property. I loved it! I put in an offer and now I’m currently negotiating with the agents. I hope I can get it for cheap! Telis likes the property too and thinks it would be a good investment – I do tend to want and listen to his advice. He’s smarter than me, which is always sexy.
All in all, I AM HAPPY. I’m still anxious about sex, but I’ll keep working on it.