I’m so bored at work that I don’t know what to do with myself.
Anyway the realisation of my normality secured my affection towards Igor. I’m weird I know. I don’t even want to go into it because if I do it will make me feel even more stupid. But whatever. All I can say is that your first proper relationship is the easiest. Everything after that is a million times more complicated. It’s amazing how heavy baggage really is.
I’m amazed at how I’ve been sticking to my crafting plans. I have a calendar for when I’ll be doing what and it’s helped me so much. And Igor has been so supportive. He is an actual star. He really is everything I’ve wanted but somehow, I always manage to talk myself out of seeing how remarkable he is. Silly me.
Anyway, let’s see if we can finally reach a point of equilibrium because this whole getting to know each other fiasco is all up in the air right now.