I can’t stand him. He does my fucking head in. He’s literally the most infuriating person I’ve ever met in my whole life. I’m so fucking pissed off for no other reason than his fucking stupid hurt pride. All was a non-issue that he wanted to turn into an issue by force.
I came out of the shower, a thought popped into my head. I briefly reacted but let it go straight away because it wasn’t even that much of a big deal. He saw my brief reaction and wanted to know what was up. I said it was nothing, because it was literally nothing. A non-fucking-issue. But he insisted I tell him so that he could find a fucking reason to get upset for no other fucking reason.
I told him this non-issue and literally it’s a non-issue. All that popped into my head was that he could have helped me iron my top while I was showering so we could save time. I came back into the room to find him sitting on the bed doing nothing so that annoyed me only briefly. Again, not an issue. I let it go. I wasn’t upset. I wasn’t angry. I wasn’t feeling any negative type of way about him. But he decided crying was the best option and started sulking like a fucking child like I’d just called him the fucking Devil.
Fuck him.
This didn’t have to be an argument. But he was so desperate to be upset about shit not worth getting upset about that it turned into one. My blood boils. I want to fucking scream and cry because he does my fucking head in. I can’t even believe this is an issue. If he can’t let go of little things then he needs to learn because he’s not a fucking child.
I’m not talking to him. If I open my mouth he might get offended and start crying again.
This is on him.
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I’m actually trying. I said to myself that I was going to stop taking things personally. Rather than voice something that didn’t need to be given a voice, I’d let it go and keep a happy existence. There have been so many things that could have been a cause of offence these past few days that I’ve just ignored. He needs to learn to do the same. Fucking child. He’s a fucking grown man.
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Fucking loser.
All because he annoys me doesn’t mean I love him any less.
He just sucks… That’s all.
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Did I actually use the L word? God knows I’m not thinking straight.
I need a break.