Wednesday, 8 August, 2018

I have been so ill. After my period ended, things only got worse. I took myself to the hospital on Sunday morning because I woke up with sharp pains in my pelvic area, groin and chest – I couldn’t move or walk. It was excruciating and I knew I had to see a doctor. Telis wasn’t feeling well either so we were both in pretty bad shape. I saw a nurse who did an STD swab test on me, gave me codeine for the pain and said I should take acid reflux tablets. To be honest, she was probably wrong about my chest pain, it wasn’t acid reflux, but there was no explanation for my pelvic pain. Luckily it went away the next day but the chest pain persisted. It was horrible, it even reduced me to tears a few times. Sunday just sucked. For me to see a doctor privately required jumping through so many hoops and I just couldn’t be bothered anymore. I’d just wait for my body to fix everything that was wrong with it. The only good thing was that the infection I had was gone, so that was one less thing to worry about.

Today is Wednesday and I’m finally fit enough to go to work. I feel much better. I’m only hoping that whatever was wrong with me has permanently disappeared.

My friend Winter stayed over at my new place on Sunday evening. Her and her boyfriend were going through a tiny rough patch; Winter got ridiculously drunk the night before and said some horrible things to him and his friends. So she travelled all the way to Deraland on Sunday to sort things out with him. But all is good with them, albeit a little awkward, for now.

I’ve officially moved out from my old place. My psycho ex-landlady actually paid me back my full deposit after I told her I’d be taking her to court. I was so ready to sue her, but Telis told me to leave it. Boo! But Monday was definitely a day for self-righteousness. I went to a local store to buy some things and there was a lady there who cut my path on multiple occasions without saying excuse me. Then as I was about to go and pay, literally extending my items forward to get them scanned, she cut in front of me like I wasn’t there and proceed to check out her items. Fortunately, I was able to get back at her. As she was leaving, I was also leaving and just as she was about to walk out of the door, I cut right in front of her, blocking the exit and walking out. She had the nerve to shout ‘excuse me! Rude!’ at me. Like speak for yourself you fucking bitch… I smirked to myself and definitely felt much better.

Yesterday, Telis and I bought a vibrator for me. Or rather, he bought the vibrator because I was too pussy to be seen buying one so I ran out of the shop and left him to it. He tried it on me when we got in and I screamed loads. I don’t think I orgasmed but it definitely felt intense. Anyway let’s see how things go with this!

I love Telis. I think we’ll get married soon. And then we’ll start a family. I know he wants that too. It’ll be nice.