Sunday, 10 June, 2018

Yesterday was perfect.

Absolutely P E R F E C T.

We woke up, had sex.

Then I had a house viewing so we walked to the property together to have a look at it. He then went to post a letter with me alongside him. Then we bought strawberries, cherries and raspberries and ate those. Then he took me to a Telisan cafe and we indulged in some traditional Telisan pastries. They tasted good.

I then took him to a tabletop/board game meetup and it was so fun. I could see him enjoying himself. He thanked me for taking him there because he really did have a good time. Last stop was a Fridarian restaurant so that he could try the food of my people. He loved it! I was happy. He was happy. We were both happy.

We ended the day back at his place and watched a movie pertaining to his culture, had sex and then I fell asleep.

That was a recap but there was more to it than that. There were feelings involved. My feelings. And my barriers tumbling down.

It’s so nice being with someone who shares the same interests as you. I thought maybe he’d be a bit bored playing board games, but he loved it. He was jovial and friendly with all the other attendees, he really opened himself up to the experience and enjoyed every second of it. I liked that a lot. He was so receptive to the food he wanted to come back some other time.

I love being in his company. I’m so at peace with myself. I don’t have to think about anything. It’s just easy, I rarely have to try hard. I haven’t felt any anxiety, I feel safe. I sleep straight away and like a baby next to him. I literally have peace of mind. It’s beautiful. I share everything with him because I want to tell him. He doesn’t make me feel stupid.

Similarly, he’s open with me and he’s so thoughtful. There’s something he did on Monday that I was taken aback by. During my meetup, we’d been playing a tabletop game and once we were done I had it in my mind to come back to the pieces we’d left out and tidy things up since I was busy talking to the head chef. I turned around to go put the game back into its box and saw that it had already been packed away. I was so surprised. I wasn’t expecting anyone to do that as I had already made it my responsibility but to see everything put away and the tables put back to their positions, I was so touched! Telis did that. He’s amazing.

Anyway, he fusses over me and does everything in his power to try to make me smile. The sex is good too! We mustn’t forget that. At first I was a bit too in my head, but gradually I’ve been able to come out of there. My wetness is as wet as wetness can get and it’s maintained while he’s inside of me.

There’s just nothing about him to complain about. As far as I can see, he’s perfect.