Sunday, 10 December, 2017

Wow.

Just wow.

Was that good sex or was that good sex?!

Fuuuuuck! Yes I was fucked! And it was amazing.

I made sure I didn’t overthink or lose focus. And I stayed in the moment and it was blissful. I was in sync with his body. I wanted more of him. I wanted him deeper, faster, harder. I wanted to sink myself into him. Devour him with my kisses. He felt good.

I want more.

I got wet and maintained my wetness. I went into it with a positive mind. I told myself that I could do this. And do it I did. I’m really proud of myself. He’s amazing.

Fuck I want him inside me.

But this is only the first step. Next step: get me my first orgasm!

* * *

Round two. Ding ding.

Hello falls of Niagara! What?! You heard! This girl’s back! My mind block has lifted and I’m living my best life. Sex life.

It felt even more amazing than the first round. It was like wow squared. Wow to the power of two. Wow times wow.  Wowwow. It was everything. I want more!!!

You know those times I could just think about having sex with Igor and suddenly I’m soaked? Well I’ve regained the ability and I can turn myself on so easy it feels like life’s early Christmas present to me.

I don’t know if writing out my feelings helped. But I feel like my inhibitions have flown away, never to be seen again. Bye!