I drove into work today without stalling. It was a good journey, I didn’t even use my satnav. I’ll be leaving soon and I’m a bit nervous. My car wouldn’t start up this morning because of the weather. I thought I broke it because I left it in gear all night. But it started up after a while and I was relieved.
Kirby came over to Telis place last night to chill with us. He’s been feeling very lonely and suicidal too. I had to tell HR at work the things he’d been saying because it seemed like he would kill himself there and then. I even had to message his sister who has now given me their parent’s contact details so that I can get in touch with them directly. I just don’t think he should be by himself right now, especially with how hopeless he’s feeling. I do worry about his wellbeing but I don’t want to be the person that’s always there lest he forms a dependency on me.
I had an interview today. They told me to consider another role as well as the one that I was interviewing for, however, I’m not sure if either would be suited to me. I just want a salary increase because I now have a car baby to think about and provide for. Anyway, it is a cyber-security company just based down the road from my current company. The lady I spoke to said I could come in one day and meet the managers and the team to see which role is best suited to me. I can’t wait to fuck off out of my current company. I hate it here.