So last night I went out with the Italian guy. It was good up until he found out I was 25 and I found out he was 40. It got a bit awkward after that. I guess I shouldn’t have said he’s closer to my mother’s age than mine. Hahahaha!
Actually, he thought I was a bit older because I had this sophistication about me. The fact that I went out alone and carried myself well made me appear more grown than I actually am. Ha!
He still sent me a text message this morning so all is good but he called me ‘baby’. I wonder if he means it from an age perspective or as a form of endearment. I still do think he’s way too old for me, but we can be friends.
I created a new meetup group yesterday for fantasy and sci-fi lovers. So far the only members are those that I’ve specifically asked to join, but I guess you have to start from somewhere, eh?
Ever since my emotional moment of weakness, I haven’t even thought of Jomi. I guess I felt lonely. Hopefully my meetup group picks up and I’m able to meet people who are into the same thing as me!
I haven’t thought about Cymric either so the reality is, I’m not that into him. Nor do I think of Tank so I’m not into him too. I’m not into anyone! Weird…
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I realised I’m into personality before looks, but when there’s no personality, looks are the only thing to fall back on. Story of my life with Igor… His personality at the beginning really did a lot to ensorcell me, but the more I disliked what he was doing to me, the less attractive he became in my eyes. Until I didn’t find him internally or externally attractive at all!
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I met a guy. I don’t know him but I really like him! He is a bartender working at the bar I went to today.
The story:
A colleague, his girlfriend and I went to watch a stand up comedy show at a bar tonight. I arrived first, a little bit early and sat chatting to a few guys that were around and also to the bartender guy. I told him to join my meetup, which he said he would then he asked me to write down how he would find it. Obviously I got out my best handwriting to jot that shit down.
Anyway I don’t know what switched in me but I was suddenly in love. He is so cute and pretty intelligent from what I’ve seen so far AND FUCKING SINGLE! YOU HEARD BITCHEEZZZZ!! MY GUY IS SINGLE!!
I’m usually better at writing stories in a more coherent fashion but this is all over the place. I’m tired, excited and can’t focus. I have new boy on my mind.
But yes, he is single! My colleague asked on my behalf. Ha!
Imagine if he becomes part of my story! The moment he joins my meetup group I’m messaging him!
Man I fancy him. I couldn’t even focus during my meditation. I need to get this guy!
Target acquired.