I’m “working from home today”. My boss is away and so I used the opportunity to stay at home. I’m absolutely tired! I don’t know what it is. You know when a lethargy just completely takes over you and you can barely focus. That’s how I’m feeling right now. I’m using the time to learn Java but my brain is foggy.
I have another upcoming interview for a huge corporate risk and bonding company. I’m going to go for it, however, I’m a bit nervous that I’ll experience what I’ve experienced at my current company by working in a big company. I don’t want to be invisible again.
It’s just annoying how I can easily get entry level roles but never roles for what I’m currently doing but at a higher position.
I think arguments are bonding. Not the sort of shit Igor and I used to get up to that would leave me suicidal. But adult arguments where you talk shit out. Things with Telis and I are going well. We did have a thing on Sunday night when I got hella nostalgic and just wanted to get away from the relationship so I told him I didn’t like how he dressed and how big his belly is. He then went on to ask me why I loved him and told me to list the reasons why. I did then got uber upset because he was “questioning” my love for him. Clearly I was self sabotaging but even still we talked about it and all became well again.
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In other news, I’ve launched my website!!!!