Something happened during sex three days ago. Telis fingered me and I didn’t panic! In fact, I was like, ‘wow, Telis hasn’t done this before, I wonder why he hasn’t done this before.’ It didn’t even occur to me that I had experienced past trauma. I completely forgot about my trauma until today! Wild! I must have healed. I’m so surprised and proud of myself.
Telis, of course, didn’t forget and he asked me afterwards if what happened was ok. I didn’t even clock that the last time he fingered me, I completely freaked out. I was just like, ‘aw, he’s sweet for seeing if his technique was ok,’ not ‘aw, he’s sweet for checking I wasn’t triggered.’