I feel so helpless.
Company R basically rejected me. They found someone who had the experience they required but they said they really liked me and they’d try to create a more junior role for me so that I’d have the support of someone more senior but this role wouldn’t be coming now or any time soon. Thanks…!
I’m just sad and frankly, quite annoyed.
I really don’t know what else I can do. It always comes down to the same thing – my lack of experience. What exactly have I been doing these past three years that I just look so useless in front of everyone? I’m fed up. I really cannot be bothered anymore.
What’s the point of being likeable? Just fuck it all. Fuck ‘em all.
I feel more and more stuck. Like there’s nothing out there for me. I currently have two opportunities but why even try? Even when I put in time and effort to learn everything that I need to know, it still isn’t enough. Why do I try? Fucking useless.
I give up.
I’ve applied to a role at a startup that’s located 100 miles away with 2pm – 10pm working hours. It’s just stupid that I’ve gotten past the first interview stage. I actually wanted to be rejected, but here we are again. Fuck.