Be at peace Dera and write down all that worries you.
What is it about trying to conceive that worries me most. Maybe it’s the lack of control, the not know of what’s happening. That any minute all hope can be lost with the patter of red on dark underwear. I want to have a child. I want to be a mother. I’m so nervous that it won’t happen for me. I’m also so excited but don’t want to test because I just imagine the test being negative. I want to believe I’m pregnant but I just can’t imagine it. I would love a child. I want this so much. To know that I am growing a life inside me. But tomorrow is a new day