I failed my driving test again! Because I spent too long in the overtaking lane. It’s complete bullshit but it is what it is. I’ve already spent so much money and I just cannot be bothered anymore. I don’t need to drive, do I?
My period is due, I think, tomorrow. Day 26 (well technically day 1 but I usually have 25 days in my period so since today is day 25, I expect it to start tomorrow on day 1/day 26). It should come anytime from now but I feel like it’s either not going to start at all or it’ll be late. I just don’t feel like I’m close to my period. Nothing hurts, there’s been no cramping, no spotting, no anything. It’s just radio silent in there.
I spoke to an old university friend yesterday, he said he’s going to try and get me an interview at the company he works at. It’s a start-up company, which is exactly what I want. I’m really excited. I just need to tweak my CV. Forget driving, there’s worse things in life; I’ll just do it again. I am a bit sad, but it’s expected. I’ll get over it. Telis returns on Friday night so he can give me a big hug then. I miss him. I just want him right now because he always makes me feel better. He’s my safe space. But I’ll cheer up soon enough.
My language learning escapade is going pretty well. I thought I wasn’t good at languages but I’ve picked up Telisan pretty quickly. I’m understanding the meaning of words and some sentence structures. I know numbers from zero to ten and I’m getting a better grasp of the alphabet. That’s an achievement. This driving malarkey is just a little setback but I’ll get there.
Yesterday, Telis and I booked our flights to Telisland for the wedding. So, I’m definitely meeting his parents. I’m not nervous, yet. I actually do want to meet them. Meet the humans behind the man. The most amazing man.
I just want to cry. I can’t believe I failed. It’s not fair. It’s for the stupidest reason ever! I really can’t be bothered anymore, I didn’t even fail for being a bad driver, at least I know there’d be something to improve on. But I drove so well today. There was no major fault at all, except for driving for too long in one lane. It’s ridiculous. I’m annoyed.
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I feel better now because I’ve booked expensive tickets to go and see two concerts. Yay!