I cried today.
I dreamt about oyster. A little boy. I didn’t want the dream to end. He had Telis‘ eyes and he was so sweet, precious and peaceful. In the dream, I wasn’t a very responsible mother, I didn’t bring spare clothes or nappies for oyster so I was running around the shops trying to find things for my baby.
When I woke up, I felt a loss for a baby I loved so much. The thought that he wasn’t here broke me. And I cried.
Now I can’t wait to meet my little oyster.
My baby. My everything.
I’m 10 weeks along and the nausea has finally subsided! My appointment a few weeks back wasn’t even a scan! It was my first midwife appointment. They took a urine sample and bloods and asked a whole lot of questions. Now I have to wait two weeks to see my baby.