Annoying.
My mother told me that she spoke to Jomi’s mother recently and that she was still holding out hope that Jomi and I would get back together and that she still hadn’t accepted that me and him are over.
It’s frustrating. Of course she feels how she feels and she’s allowed to do so but I just want to leave all of that in the past. She sent my siblings and I Christmas money, which was very lovely of her but Jomi and I aren’t together anymore.
I’m doing well and I’m happy.
I just feel like parents try to push their own agenda onto their kids but I just want to be with whoever I want to be with.
You know, the reason Jomi and I even got back together the second time was because of family intervention, although we were still sleeping together, but they still wanted us together anyway.
And being back with Jomi will bring back a whole host of problems that I just do not want in my life, like having to conceive a child via IVF.
But anyway, Merry Christmas and all that. I drove Telis to the airport this afternoon before driving home to CapitalCity.
I miss him! I can’t believe he’s spending the whole of Christmas in the airport and won’t arrive back in Telisland until tomorrow morning. My poor baby. I feel bad.
The drive was fine. I was a bit anxious in the morning and ended up waking early to poop. But my confidence will grow.
Spent Christmas with the whole extended family. It was fine too. My mother wanted me to wear a gown so I did. And I hated it. I didn’t even bother making myself look nice. I’m just not that stylish and makeup isn’t my thing.
I did tell my parents the other day that I’d start making babies in 6 to 12 months. The first thing that my dad said when he saw me today was, ‘where’s your belly?’ Well father, I’m not pregnant! My mum just wants me to be married first.
I will get married soon. I want to be a wife and a mother. And every decision I make, I want it to be mine.