And like I said it would, it did.
My period is starting and with it closes the chapter to our natural conception journey.
I’m heartbroken. This last cycle I really did give it everything. I thought maybe if I tried really hard we’d be successful. But things haven’t worked out and it hurts.
As soon as my period properly starts, my life will be all about assisted reproduction. This is where I have found myself.
I can’t even muster up any joy for the potential of success. As far as I know, nothing may work. The cyclical disappointment I’ll be facing is going to hurt more than the past 1.5 years.
My God this is so tough. We failed and now here we are.