I was rejected.
I’m a bit sad because I really wanted this job. Now I’m stuck at my current company and the thought of it is just so depressing. I have a meeting with HR tomorrow. If they make me redundant then I’ll just walk out of the office and only God knows if they’ll see me again.
I guess I’ll just have to keep applying.
I went to view a Hyundai i10 today. I test drove it. I’m not sure how I feel about it in terms of comfort. I’ll keep looking around. I’m seeing another one tomorrow. Searching for cars did cheer me up but I’m sad again.
Anyway, my breast growth journey is going really well. They look so much bigger and their shape has changed. I love how they look! I can’t wait until they’re much bigger. Even Telis has noticed that they’ve grown and in the beginning he was a sceptic. Well I’m here to prove him wrong.
Some people use herbal supplements and massages but I’m solely just using my mind to do it. I think it’s a stress free and easy way to do it. I don’t have to remember to take this or that pill or find a quiet place to massage my boobs with whatever oils are used. I can just clear my mind and meditate for however long I want wherever I am. Woot woot! I think also having some sort of emotional connection to your breasts help a lot. Preferably sexual. When you start getting turned on you know that your mind is affecting your body enough to cause a response – it’s a good feedback loop. But it’s also gotten to the point where my breasts themselves give me a reaction. They start to tingle, ache or feel heavy and it’s key to welcome the feeling because if you tell your brain it’s a good feeling and it makes you happy, it’ll keep doing it.
I know, it all sounds so simplistic but I guess it is. I manage to get in 30 minutes of continues meditation but I’m aiming for an hour a day. Once the experiment is complete and I reach my target bra size I will be sure to disclose all my secrets!
I just need something to take my mind off not getting this job. It’s just so frustrating. I felt I did well and demonstrated sufficient knowledge but they need someone with more technical ability and they can dedicate the time to train me. At least since I can now drive I can look for jobs anywhere without restriction.
Now that I have less to think about, I’m going to go back to working on my website. Now that I’ve launched it I can properly start trying to drive vendors to the platform.
I forgot to mention that Kirby is back to work. He started last Friday. I’m happy for him. He actually came with me to view the cars today and he’ll be driving me to another viewing tomorrow. He’s a good friend and it’s nice to see that he’s doing much better.
I had a meal last night with my meetup group to see out 2018. I’m actually half glad that I don’t have to leave Deraland – I like it here. I just want to get out of this company is all…