My baby is gone.
Flushed away, never to be seen again. It hurts so bad. I wish I’d gotten them out of the toilet or caught them in my hands. I just want them back so bad. They were mine. Now my baby is gone. I didn’t want them to go this way. I wanted them to stay with me. I feel so empty. I want my baby back. I wish I got to see them. All I ever wanted was to see my baby. I just wanted to see them.
If I could dig through sewerage to see them again, I would. When the bleeding slowed down I knew they were gone and flushed away. I should have caught everything that came out of me. Because my baby was there.
I’ve lost my baby. They were with me and of me. I want them back.