I’m working hard, I’m productive and I’m succeeding! It’s all a balancing act but I’ve found a place of stability. It’s nice. My relationship is thriving, my following is growing and I’m content.
I feel like I have a purpose. My days are rarely filled with complacency, I know who I am and what I want to do.
Having space from Igor is good for both of us. We have the time to individually pursue the things that make us us and when we’re together we can be the amazing couple we are and do coupley things together.
I’m myself and I’m glad. Igor doesn’t have to see that side of me anymore. I probably stressed him with my stressing, so I’m happy I can be the Dera everyone knows and loves.
Nothing much to add. All is well. I actually haven’t been thinking about much expect for how I can further my craft. To be honest, all I’ve had in my head these past few day are Igor and my craft. I’m excited to work hard and even more excited for the days I see him. The two good things in my life.
I’m best friends with life.
For now.
(Last day of January! Fuck yeah!)