Saturday, 31st March, 2018

I miss him so bad. My poor little heart hurts. But I need to hurt to get over this breakup. My every instinct is telling me to reach out to him, tell him we can start again, but I know I shouldn’t.

My first breakup was tough but I know what to do the second time round; I need to be strong. I know I’m sad and all I can do right now is cry but it will get easier. It always does.

I just miss him so much. He was so good to me and he did make me happy too. He said he’d wait for me. Maybe once I’ve had time to heal and he’s had time to find himself we can try again. But not now.

If it’s meant to be then we’ll find our way back to each other again.